I hate to admit it, but I am getting that feeling again. Hits are down, ad revenue is horribly bad; it is just bad now. I am not whining or anything, I picked my battles and decided to take the stand that I did for a reason. I am a man of principle. But, when I get accused of crap that I did not do, and people believe the words of a neo-Nazi and a serial liar over you, what can you do?
Another thing is my bank account is low as hell, take a look:
$34.75. Pitiful isn’t it? Me, an American, in the most prosperous land in the Country and I cannot find a freakin’ job anywhere around here. Of course too, I do not have a car; because the one I did own, was a POS and I had to junk it. So, now, I have to use my Dad’s truck, if I want to go anywhere. It is like being in prison, quite honestly.
Of course, when you have people slandering your name on the internet, calling you a racist and a Jew Hater, you can only do so much. That’s okay, I have a lawyer friend who owes me a favor. I might just call him, and see what I can do legally to go after those who slandered me. They know who they are and they will be hearing from my lawyer soon.
Yup, that is my bank account at the moment. You cannot make any money on blog, if no one is coming around and clicking ads. I hope the jerks who railroaded me are really happy with themselves. I bet if I were defending that Marxist puke I’d be rolling in the dough. But, even I cannot fake it that badly, I mean, when Andrew Sullivan is losing his mind, what does that tell you?
I am still voting for Romney, I believe we can do better than this idiot that is in the White House now. I mean, I remember it so well, I remember saying on my old blog, this guy is a joke! Well, it now turns out, that I, and a whole bunch of other bloggers were right.
Anyhow, I just felt like sharing what is really happening here. Things are just not good at all. Only reason I don’t just pull the blog and disappear is that, one, I have to keep a record of my activity since 2006, and too, I do have some invested for hosting. So, there’s that. I dunno, I thought I could at least drum up traffic, but I guess not. I guess being pro-American and anti-Wilsonian is not very popular anymore. I bet if I were black or some other protected minority, I would be rolling in the hits. But, we white boys are just not popular anymore. We that dare to stand up for Jesus Christ and real Christianity.
But, again, I am just rambling. I am just sick of the staleness of the blogging world too. It is all just an echo chamber anymore, no originality, no free thought; just parrots with talking points. It is the same on the left too. It was back when I was on that side and I got no respect over there either, so this is not a right-wing thing. The truth is, we white people are not wanted anywhere.
I think I’ll just quit early tonight and try again tomorrow. Because now, I am just not feeling it.